then I found the fact(s)

that i’m broke!
ngga dink, udah di budget siy *a bit over tapi* :D
to make it “lebay”  when I got home, rekonsiliasi budget I meet the facts that:

sepatu merah kesayangan yang bertugas menggantikan sepatu merah sebelumnya yang ini, yang rusak ditelan ganasnya lahan Perkebunan Kelapa Sawit ketika hujan turun :

novotel Palembang

novotel Palembang

harus dipensiunkan.  Both shoes from Trace, the current one came with me to
Matak and Batam

Matak Island

Matak Island

Banjarmasin (mining dan sungai Barito)

sungai barito
sungai barito

Bali  (twice)
bali

dan Singapore.
Thank you for being such accompany dear…
I bought brown flat suede shoes already.
*warna merah ngga ada*

  • My black pump shoes modal ke kantor menunggu di stasiun manjat kereta, and so on  harus dipensiunkan juga. Heel-nya udah tipis *i drag my feet when walking :p*, kulitnya koyak, semirnya udah ngga jelas antara hitam, abu-abu ato putih.
  • salah satu pemulas bibir (dari 2 biji) habis juga  *ini cuma penting ketika panggilan meeting dengan nasabah aja, tapi tetep aja… hiks*
  • my the one and only brown pants ripped off. Why? ok, this is embarassing : gue jatuh di stasiun trying my best to get in 3 seconds before its gate close. Sakitnya ketahan di kereta, malunya itu lho….hiks. Sampe 6 jam kemudian di kantor masih berasa cenut cenut niy lutut kiri.
  • well, kalo kata di De :

    perempuan selalu punya alasan untuk shopping!

    Y.A.Y!

    oh ya, musti mulai nabung lagi buat vacation tahun depan. Pengennya ke Jogja, kiddo # 1 udah mulai ngerti candi Borobudur.
    *we don’t have any relatives nor friends there, so staying in hotel and hired a car are the choice*

    lame holiday

    except the part, I saw the kiddos’ smile.
    it was a lame holiday. i didn’t enjoy the time!
    i wish we hadn’t go! we are at the airport now.
    update:

  • traveling with kiddos wasn’t as simple as I thought. specially they keep running and wandering even in the busy road. *bayangin deh, ditengah lampu hijau yang berkedap kedip kevin ngotot minta duduk di kursi dorong*
  • Terpaksa beli kursi dorong karena Kevin minta gendong terus. Pas udah dibeli malah maunya jalan terus. Kebayang harus megang dua anak, naik trem on a busy day. But many locals being so polite that they did gave seat to the needy.
  • Kezia ketinggalan di elevator sekali, ngga bisa masuk stasiunnya sekali karena kartunya bermasalah, sementara kita udah at the other side of the gate! (doh)
  • Well, actually I didn’t mind those parts. Really…someone being to hard on me those 4 days that made my mood off! gee….hope it was a big relief for you,some people probably born to be mean I guess.
  • Less time browsing in my favorite book store! *busy chasing the kids*:(
  • Less picture taken *holding two kiddos, one stroller, whad d y think*?
  • one of the pics I took, just guess where I’ve been

    building&light

    PS : still dreamin’ for a perfect getaway!

    when love and hate colide

    Terkadang saya memutar ingatan saya ke 20 tahun lalu. Saat itu kehidupan saya teratur. Jam 6.30 pagi Pak Udin, supir jemputan, akan menjemput kami (me and my sister), masuk jam 7.OO pagi dan jam 1- 2 siang sampai rumah kembali, makan dan istirahat dan kemudian beraktivitas lagi sekitar jam 4 sore entah les bahasa Inggris/organ atau menunggu Pak Syamsu guru ngaji kami.
    Begitu hari bergulir setiap hari.
    Saya berteman dan bermain tanpa memikir apa yang terjadi pada kami kemarin atau lusa atau bahkan 5 tahun lagi.
    Dunia saat itu masih hitam putih buat saya, berbohong adalah dosa berkata jujur adalah amal.

    Tak jarang saya memutar ingatan ke 10 tahun yang lalu.
    There were times when my parents called me then we had the four eyes (or six – when my dad is around) conversation and said :
    “Kamu ngga usah belain adek kamu” or the other way around.
    I remember I had to cancel ‘my date’ via YM *hahahah,lame love life isn’t it?* with my major crush on who happened to live on the other side of this world. It was 1.00 am almost 2 perhaps, and none of my sibbligs at home! My parents went nuts!!!!
    But I miss those times.
    Times when the three of us would laid down piously on the hotel bedroom (we traveled at least 2 times each year , our parents put us in the same room with extra bed)- review what we had done for the last 6 months (or I might say
    ,kehidupan setelah waktu travelling sebelumnya) – berkomentar apa saja atas kehidupan kami masing-masing dan apabila komentar itu kritik pedas, we would say ‘Yeah,what ever’
    We encourage each other, we critized each other.
    Masa dimana kedua orang tua saya mendelegasikan sebagian ‘kekuasan’ mereka kepada saya. ;)

    And I stopped when they said: “We know! We’re growing up, remember?!and stop treating us as a kid”
    :p
    I learned birth oder effects your personality. :D

    Setidaknya, saya belajar untuk tidak mengulang kejadian yang sama kepada my two precious when they grow up.
    Sekarang kami punya ‘kehidupan’ masing-masing, like for now…I don’t know where my brother is :D (oh he’s a journalist btw, he travells a lot )

    Dunia sudah berubah abu-abu buat saya saat itu.
    Berbohong sedikit mungkin tidak papa, berkata jujur bisa jadi tambah masalah baru.

    Now is the present and I live for the future.
    I assure that I (still) don’t need time the machine.
    It just the fact that actually
    , saya masih sering kaget dengan fakta kehidupan yang sebenarnya.
    Kini, dunia penuh warna ajaib yang sulit saya definisikan.
    Apa yang dikatakan hijau oleh teman saya, bisa diartikan merah oleh saya.
    Begitu sebaliknya.
    When the sun about to rise, I ask my self, what color come next?
    But life goes on…

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