I just read old notes/writings,not a good one I tell you! But I didn’t know why I still keep those writings instead of throw them away. And yes, it makes me upset, broke down and cry (many times).
Why would I get upset of what a moron thinks about (people like) me?
Why a moron think what good for them is best for others as well?
It’s my life that I am responsible to, not others.
I remembered a notes from (ternyata!) a colleague of mine (we met through a mailing list, then get acquaintance through Multiply, later we found out we made ends meet in the same place!)- his auntie had cancer a speed spread then died short time later,some said she was not that sick but she was angry toward a person.She failed letting her anger disappears, she met her death soon.
Last Saturday, I had my hair cut (no picture, my Ixus 80 was misplace) while waiting for my turn (Kezia had her hair a-temporary- curl!), I read Claudia Sintia bella (is it?the one who role in VIRGIN-the movie) short biography in a magazine.
She said every time she get upset toward bad issues/gosips about her, her gland get bigger and she gets bump behind the neck, that’s why she refuse to cope with the issues seriously, she just let them disappear/vanish! It is true then. Your body tells what your brain thinks.
Yeah, I guess you fell to serious sickness if you’re not in –pasrah and tawakal-mode on (as long as you’re doing it in the right path).
Hmmmm…frankly speaking here, I feel reluctant to throw that old notes away, probably I would keep them as my personal reminder not to turn into a moron (like them). :))
what a productive week!
I fixed my friend’s necklace (forgot to take its picture) , made three others.
When I was browsing through Hair Magazine (at the beauty shop), I saw one of the model wearing a black beads necklace, and that inspired me to make the orange choker.
I had new green sack dress (tailor made) with buckle. I get rid of the waist band, and made my own white waist band :D.
PS : excuse my size, still big eh? :p, skipping those gym classes I added another 2 kg!
It was equipped with the small clasp, then yesterday at Pasar Mayestik I also found Alma’s store and figured this clasp made even better.
I am telling you, it is soo much fun!
with all of these…
I have new waist band and gave my gray sack dress a stunning new look! 😀